endlessly hoping for something that's not there
ceaselessly searching for something you won't share
i've given you all yet there's still more to give
but the way that you drain me is hard to forgive
there's no resolution no ending in sight
and the core of my love is the darkness in light
tragically watching as all this falls apart
tearfully taking back pieces of my heart
devour your essence but i still want more
if my love is a vampire my lust is a whore
the names carved on bedposts just won't let me sleep
and the wounds that you've opened are starting to weep.
selfishly wishing it's me you loved the most
painfully knowing you're haunted by that ghost
and the stains on the sheets never seem to come clean
like some memory of passion now coloured obscene
you tell me you need me against your own will
and the scars on my heart ever-thickening still
pointlessly giving you all the rope you need
secretly praying that one day you'll succeed.
with the voice in my head screaming don't be naive
but i know what i felt and i need to believe
agnostic philosophy dictates the way
with a clinical logic that i must obey
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